My Eternal Slumber

At the age of 3 I met her for the first time, now she is not here.

I thought"What can i do different this time if she came back?"but of course it was not possible, one day i got drunk and met someone who exactly looked like her. Is this my fate?

it's a story of a guy who had lost all hope and gave up on life.

new chapter comes on last day of every month.