Eroding My Heart

15 1/2 years ago my life changed. My mom died and my dad turned to a bottle to cope. My brother got the physical hurt, but I got a kind of pain I hope he never understands.7 1/2 years ago my life changed. My father died and I lost my brother. He found his blood, while I lived with an aunt who loved powder almost as much as she hated me.6 years ago my life changed. I got put into foster care and had to learn to survive when my I had no home.2 years ago my life changed when I had to learn to feed 4 siblings using the only skills I had ever attained.Today my life changed when I was caught selling myself. Now I have to go live with my brother, his parents, and another foster kid. I don't want to be here. See the life I could have had. But I have to make here work, or I will live in a group home until I am 18.