Chords of Providence

I want to exist. I want to live.I want to do something that I cannot do. Having given this chance, I want to make everything worthwhile. Yet, I have a time limit.I need to find them.I need to gather them.In order to continue living. . .in order to destroy -----Even if the world comes to hate me. . .Even if the person I want to be with comes to forsake me. . .For the sake of existing. . .I, who am merely nothing, will do everything.